My focus on his family and friends, is and was never what he wanted.
I thought that my focus on him and what he 'wanted' was what he wanted.
I didn't realize that he wanted me to focus more on his frustrations.
Although, he gets frustrated everyday, what's the fucking difference,
I thought, but really...I cause it, I caused it.
He wants me realize and be more sympathetic to what he 'feels' an
not what he 'wants'. I can do that. I love him, why not.
But when he says that this roller coaster ride, feel free to not include him
in that, its not what he wants...well, I take it to heart. I left the room after that,
it was the last hurtful words I wanted to hear....
Why do I have to think its all about me.
