Now Hiring...

someone to listen to my every complaint
someone who knows my faults annoying habits my ugly
and still loves me for me
someone to keep my secrets a secret when i tell them
someone to know that i try my hardest to be what everyone else likes, wants, needs,
but doesn't judge me when i'm let go of myself...

I promise to give you the same in return.

The ONLY Girl...

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...

Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man, yeah
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only one...

This feeling...

I dont like this feeling I have inside of me.
He makes me someone I 'feel' I'm not.

He makes me feel so angry.
He makes me feel so ugly.
He makes me feel so depressed.
He makes me feel so insecure.
He makes me feel so low.
He makes me feel like I can't do anything.
He makes me feel like I'm nothing.
He makes me feel like I'm lost.
He makes me feel so dependent.
He makes me feel so everything but what I what I should feel
in a safe, committed, loving, and unconditional relationship.

We're fracking 30 with 4 kids.
When do we grow up.
When do we communicate like adults?
When do we start having the same goals for our family, our children, our days, our evenings, our weeks, our years, our future, our savings, our daily budget, our life, our relationship?

When will this feeling inside me grow beyond what I feel, without falling out?

Finally

Finally, I got my blog to work from the iPhone of my life.

Sent from my iPhone

* Say something nice today, because tomorrow could be too late.

PaFoua
Cell (651) 260-6048